Love In Pain
The pain in my mind and in my heart is more than a person should bear,
I’ve dealt with sorrow and dealt with hurt you wouldnt know was there.
I smile through trial and laugh through pain for its all I know to do,
And in this pain my heart is aching, and figuratively broken in two.
I make no complaint or argument, that others know not this pain,
I simply relinquish how I feel, like the sun gives way to the rain.
I have no more feelings or love to give, though to some that seems dramatic,
Because for me love is no feeble emotion, it is a drug unto an addict.
I breathe this passion, I live in love, though this means I am too much,
I do not want my life to cringe from any lasting touch.
People like to tell me that they’re here and they will always care,
But the fact remains that nowadays I dont even know your there.
You cant see my pain, I hide it from view, though auras you can feel,
I spend my days fighting my hurt and finding ways to deal.
It is no easy task for me, though I will myself to say it,
The numbness that is my heart, gives no voice which to convey it.
I feel I’ve lost a part of me, and that is hard to believe,
For love has always been my care of what I can perceive.
I’ve done my best with what I can, and now I stand defeated,
All my life force drained from me, and all resources depleted.
I stand here more or less alone, as darkness begins to surround me,
And in all this pain I have inside it begins to slowly drown me.
So as I wade in the waters depth and keep myself afloat,
I understand that in this world, theirs others in my boat.
So know that someone understands and feels just as you do,
And know that with a bit of faith we all can make it through.